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I want to listen to a really good song
a heartbroken song
I want to sing really loud right now

November 30

I need to:

Eat healthy again
Workout like I used to
Buy the teal coat from Anthropologie with the fur collar (faux fur ok??)
Wrap up the semester with awesome grades
Spend more time with Jonathan
Find a job
Dye my hair dark brown again
I need a tan...sadly I'm going to have to visit the tanning bed


now I'm just going on and on
blah

official

no longer single



:)

looonnnng night

Lastnight was such a interesting night.
I really wish everyone could get along. All my friends atleast.
But the end of the night was well worth it. If only I was in Mexico right now :)

anywhoo

Sadly, I'm not doing my best in school. I'm just tired of taking these bullshit basic classes, I want to start focusing on my major already! I just need to focus, even though this semester has hit me hard.


ps. I need some shopping therapy.
pss. Im really happy, things are really looking up

money

this next paycheck will not be spent on clothes
I am trying to tell myself that
I cant give in to my desire.



I want that Nikon I want that Nikon I want that Nikon
besides, I need to get my credit card paid

halloween 08

Ive decided on my halloween costume...I want to be a Indian.

Only because I want to wear a feather in my hair. Ive been looking online for some indian costumes, but they all look like this :

and I really dont want to be a slutty indian so I think I'm going to go ahead and attempt to make this costume on my own.

Other than that, I have been really bad about working out this past week and I seriously feel like I have gained five punds. FIVE POUNDS....so I am not going to let my desires of being lazy get the best of me. This next week its back to the same ole' routine.

Until then I am going to be enjoying this awesome weather

you only care

about what is going on with you
Am I ever considered??


life is taking a turn
and I'm adjusting just fine

the beginning of a new phase

Of course I eventually had to get one of these things. I have so much on my mind, and livejournal just is not cuttin it anymore. New spot....new beginnings.

I guess i can go on by introducing who I am. I am a pretty simple young woman

I attend Vista as a full time student and also work at the ever so great womens retail store known as Anthropologie. My life is probably consumed by these two things, and lately I feel like it is resulting in me losing my identity. I want to pick up a new hobby, and would like to try photography. Im saving for a nice camera, and hopefully this will take me away from a lot of the stress that comes in my path. I have always had hobbies, but after highschool I lost them all. Im not going to lie, I was all about making that money.

As for friends, I only have few. One of them being Tori....she is someone I hold close to my heart. Ive never had a better best friend.

I guess there is one thing that I want to make clear and this is mostly to ex friends and people that do not know me:

I am not into myself like a lot of you think. I am secure with myself and who I have grown to be. Maybe some of you should try it. I am not materialistic at all....I have a Mercedes because I got a badass deal on it. As a matter of fact my Mercedes cost the same as a Toyota Corolla, which one would you choose? And yes I do care way too much about clothes. Fashion and being Fashionable have been a passion of mine ever since I knew what it was. We all express ourselves in different ways, and the way I dress happens to be mine.

Im saying this because I am finally happy with myself and what I am doing, and to my suprise I hear people that I thought were my friends saying these things about me.

I don't only want this thing to be about me ranting and raving. I just want to post ideas, photos, and updates

I GUESS I'M JUST THAT BORED

or maybe I have a lot to say

This is MY BLOG