...

I want to listen to a really good song
a heartbroken song
I want to sing really loud right now

November 30

I need to:

Eat healthy again
Workout like I used to
Buy the teal coat from Anthropologie with the fur collar (faux fur ok??)
Wrap up the semester with awesome grades
Spend more time with Jonathan
Find a job
Dye my hair dark brown again
I need a tan...sadly I'm going to have to visit the tanning bed


now I'm just going on and on
blah

official

no longer single



:)

looonnnng night

Lastnight was such a interesting night.
I really wish everyone could get along. All my friends atleast.
But the end of the night was well worth it. If only I was in Mexico right now :)

anywhoo

Sadly, I'm not doing my best in school. I'm just tired of taking these bullshit basic classes, I want to start focusing on my major already! I just need to focus, even though this semester has hit me hard.


ps. I need some shopping therapy.
pss. Im really happy, things are really looking up

money

this next paycheck will not be spent on clothes
I am trying to tell myself that
I cant give in to my desire.



I want that Nikon I want that Nikon I want that Nikon
besides, I need to get my credit card paid

halloween 08

Ive decided on my halloween costume...I want to be a Indian.

Only because I want to wear a feather in my hair. Ive been looking online for some indian costumes, but they all look like this :

and I really dont want to be a slutty indian so I think I'm going to go ahead and attempt to make this costume on my own.

Other than that, I have been really bad about working out this past week and I seriously feel like I have gained five punds. FIVE POUNDS....so I am not going to let my desires of being lazy get the best of me. This next week its back to the same ole' routine.

Until then I am going to be enjoying this awesome weather

you only care

about what is going on with you
Am I ever considered??


life is taking a turn
and I'm adjusting just fine